Is having a crappy day go figure is there any other kind of day to have. he has called me three times today what the hell is he thinking. only pushing me futher into this hole i have dug for myself. Sitting here looking at my scars wanting to do it again. but fighting it or atleast trying to fight it. thinks how easy it would be to just go ahead and do it. I know it would make me feel better yet i wont because well i dont know why but at the same time not sure how long i can hold off. i'm rambling and talking in circles sry. I wish he wouldn't call me. just sets me off.
thanks for listening~
never_ending_pain---> just me sitting in a dark place inside myself
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