Sweetheart, it is scary. And it's not easy. But sorry, you do not even have SU as an option right now, because I, and other people, would be totally devastated ["it's a mother****er"].
I believe that you can do this. And I know that I'm gonna be right here every step of the way. I am the best pest in the world
You don't have to do anything you don't want to. Any time. You can take it at your own pace, and go back a few steps any time you want.
You have your whole life in front of you now sweetheart. And as long as you take it slow, you'll get it back.
P likes B a berry lot.
xxx