maybe she stopped working with you because you were so unresponsive in sessions? You say you refused to speak to her, how was she meant to help if you didn't have anything to say?
With therapy & such, you have to put in the work too, you didn't complete any extra help she gave you either, everything she did, she did for your benefit, did you ever explain why you couldn't do any homework she set you?
i don't want to make you feel bad, but CAMH's have a very long waiting list, up to 2 years in some areas, if one person isn't going to work with them then they may stop your sessions to work with someone who is willing to talk & open up.
The help is out there, but you have to talk & be open & that was you will be a success story, when I was 13 & with CAMH's i never used to talk, now I feel bad because that hour a week I wasted of their time, could of been used with someone who really wanted the help & was willing to talk to them.
To a certain extent you need to make the help happen yourself, if she gives you homework, try it, even if you can only do it for one day, thats better than none at all right? This has to come from within yourself & they will help you.
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