My house-mate got admitted yesterday afternoon. I was going to try and go in and see him today but haven't felt up to doing much. My moods are all over the damn place. Going to talk to my GP on Monday about putting me on a mood-stabiliser. Anyway, my house-mate has been started on some medication to keep him sedated and they are going to try a mood-stabiliser on him. Looks like he'll be in hospital for a little while. While I am happy that he is getting help, it has negative effects on me too. Like all I want to do is lie in bed and run away from everyone. I haven't eaten since Sunday and seriously don't feel hungry, I'm barely drinking fluids and just overall feeling blech. CATT called me both yesterday and today but weren't really very helpful. Just sort of like "oh well, call us if you need us". It's only about 7pm but I'm considering taking my night medication and putting myself to bed. I am just over fighting. No energy, no concentration, no ability to make plans .... just over it all. I really wish that it would all end.
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