Honey, you are so much more than you think you are, you don't deserve what is happening to you. I've been there, thinking you can't say no, going along with it and hating yourself for it. But you ARE worth more than that. If you need ANYTHING, even if it's just someone to talk to PLEASE PM me. About anything, anytime. Or e-mail me at
shellie_619@hotmail.com. You are NOT alone! Please believe that.