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really can not take anymore...
I feel like a complete loner and a freak for what I am... Useless and helpless, I am seeing my cpn tomorrow and I am wondering wether I should basically tell her how I'm feeling... Perhaps not I'm thinking! I just wish I didn't exist in the first place. Its funny the irony, I am suicidal but am too drained and exhausted to even go out of my own way to end my life. My stepdad is right I am lazy that's for sure. I know I don't deserve to post and this is probably going to sound idiotic, but baybe I could have some support and cuddles please? I am feeling so alone and just like I don't want to be here anymore,
I'm sorry for posting again... I'm sorry for being alive and I'm sorry for being me...
Lyssie xx
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