Hi.im sorry that you have been having such a hard time.i think i can relate a bit.They are thinking of OCD and obsessive/compulsive stuff more with me now.i feel i have to touch something a certain amount of times in order to prevent others getting hurt sometimes and then i still worry if i didnt the right number of times or whatever etc.i also have compulsions to take tablets in large quantities daily too.This is partly cos ive been very low and feel i need to hurt/kill myself but it is also cos sometimes i have a compulsion to take the tablets or again someone will get hurt if i dont.i feel bad/ashamed about it too but you really shouldnt.i understand why you do but its not your fault or anything like that.PM me anytime if you want to and im sorry if this hasnt been any use!
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