Sweetie, this isn't a pointless post.
I have weird obsessions as well, though I'm used to talking about them alot cos' I'm obsessed with them, but I don't have OCD.. it's something else. Anyway, I think you should tell someone if you have these urges, I know it can be a little
but they will be able to help you. Your psych won't think bad of you or abandon you. Take care, hun. xo.