This is really hard for me to say, I don't know if I'm the only one or not, either. I also feel really bad just writing it here because I know that a lot of people reading this probably have been abused, as well, so if you are sensitive to reading things about it, please don't read this, I guess?
Anyway, I was in a relationship for years with a guy that was physically and mentally abusive to me. In my head, I know it's wrong.
But, now I'm with someone who is so amazing and wonderful to me. For some reason, though, even though I know it's wrong, like...I kind of feel like I want to be abused?
I don't know why. I know it's really wrong and irrational and probably somewhat cracked of me to want something like that, but I can't help it.
Anyone feel like this who's experienced abuse, or have any advice? THanks
xx.