Your welcome.
Well she def knows I trust her. I have told her about my deepest darkest feelings and we talk about the SI and such. I've already told her that it's not her fault. It isn't, I don't honestly know if it's anybodys *shrugs*.
But my dad had said the same thing to me a couple weeks ago. Said that he felt it was his fault that I had started cutting/burning. He didn't really elaborate on why. I didn't say anything though. When my mom came out to me and told me she felt she was a bad mother and that if she stayed things might have been different for me, I consoled her. When my dad came out and said something along the same lines, I didn't say anything. Because honestly, I hope he gets a nice cold feeling of the same guilt that I felt for 10 years after he left me...I guess I still feel some resentment towards him ='(.
I am hopfully going to PEI to see my mom next week if money allows so I'm gonna try and have a talk with her then.
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~~SW~~
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