I can relate to alot of what you write. Particularly the fact that even when you KNOW you're psychotic, it's difficult to think of these things as delusions because they still seem like a very real threat *gentle hug*
If you've been on the meds that long perhaps you should talk to your psych about a bigger dose, or maybe a med change altogether, because the meds have been given enough time to work by now. Spending that much time worrying about things like that is not fun, I hope your psych thinks of something to help.
~Michelle
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