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Threw it away. (SI/SH Trigger)
I feel bad...and I need someone to know what I did.
Monday night, I threw away at least 6 months of being SI-free. The cuts weren't bad...nothing deep.
I feel guilty, I really do. And I feel even worse because mostly all I can think about now is cutting again...and how much I WANT TO. Ugh.
I'm sorry, I just needed to get that off of my chest. I have no one to confide in anymore, it seems. :(
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