Hey sweetie, you have had to go through so much, you need to get all this out healthily by things such as writing and talking rather than doing something that is going to harm yourself, which you have done so well done. It must be very hard with your parents still together cos you can't really move on. That is an awful lot to go through pretty much on your own, could you ask your older brother if you can stay at his place for a bit? If your mum wont get you some help, then perhaps you could try and seek it out for yourself. If you are still in education they should have counsellor onsite or you could go and see your doctor and get referred to your local MH team. There is no reason why you cannot go on to be a doctor if that is what you want to be. You may have to redo some exams and stuff and it may take a long time but it is completely possible.
Amy x
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