[ur_awful_iloveyou]

Well, i like relapsed wednesday and thursday...
and like i've been trying to hold strong and just forget about it.
but i can't...
everything is getting to me.
i feel like everyone is mad at me.
and they can't stand me.


i juss want to disappear...
Run away..
go somewhere... i can't stand this place anymore..
i want to die.


i mean, honestly what am i missing?
I'm so tempted to cutt and i mean i really don't care if my mom finds out at this point... i don't care if she sends me away...

Ugh, I don't know what to doo..