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first CAMHS tomorrow.
i know this is a bit late in the day, but i told myself i wasn't going to make this post. but i dont know, i guess i could really do with some reassuring right now.
im so so scared, i have CAMHS tomorrow at 9:30.
i really really want this to work, i want to get better and move on in my life, but i know to do this i am gong to have to be honest with whoever i see.
the thing is i hear this voice and she screams at me not to talk about these things, and it is so so hard to ignore and i dont want to end up going in there and not saying anything.
does anyone have and advise or strategies they use to block out or ignore the voices?
i know this is my chance, and if i blow this then i will be so angry at myself, but if i talk then i know she will be so angry at me.
it is going to be so hard, but i am determined to do it, i was just wondering if any of you had any wise words that might help me.
xxx
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