Thanks so much. It's nice to know I have support.
I feel so miserable right now that I just want to cut again but I can't because if I do, I'll get sent back to the hospital and my parents have been instructed to take me back if they suspect that I'm not being honest with them. I just gahhh. It's so frustrating. I know it's all in my best interest but I just wish I could tell everyone to go f*** themselves, even though I know they all mean well.
I hate this.
I wish I didn't have depression.
I'm sorry if I'm coming across as whiny, I'm just feeling really down right now.
And it doesn't help that I got food poisoning from the hospital food.
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