Thank you Miss Pixie too.Sorry i think we were posting at the same time.
Urgh im so nervous....im almost truely feel sick.
i dont know its odd.So panicked but so so relieved too.
And i dont know if ive done the wrong thing especially given the amount of money involved but i had to do something.
Its odd ive spent without exageration quite literally thousands i dont have on trying to kill myself [yeah ok i dont do things the simple way!] and yet the moment i have to spend a fraction of that to try and get better i feel i dont deserve it.
i feel i really dont deserve it.
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