You are not evil, trust me.
A voice in your head may ultimately come from you, but it doesn't mean it's from the conscious part of your mind, which I would argue is the part that makes you who you are.
If this voice is telling you to kill I would say it is the product of your illness and therefore you should not feel guilty for that. However were you to listen to the voice and take a life then it would be a different matter. I think if you feel you are in danger of acting on these thoughts then you really need to tel your team to keep both yourself and anyone else safe.
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