Hey i think that you are ill but not bad.
im just sorry your suffering so much.
Can you talk to your doctor or anyone from the mental health team about this?
i know its hard and your probably scared but its really important cos as you say you dont want this getting worse and then end up hurting someone especially with the voice getting worse.
You dont need to take the drastic action of killing yourself to stop this though.
i think i can understand a bit why maybe you would feel like this but you really dont need to do it and it would be an awful waste.
i have seen you around and you seem like a really nice person.And i hope that sometime in the future you can maybe even come to enjoy life.
This can be resolved without you having to take your own life.But you do need to be brave and reach out for more help.
Well done for posting.It was really brave.
And im sorry that things are still so bad.
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