Hi there. It must be hard when things don't seem like they're going right, and it's good that you're recognising that you're feeling vulnerable right now. *hug*
It seems like a lot to take on all at once, all of the things in your post. Is there any way you can prioritise a bit? Firstly, you have to put yourself first, you've done so well to make it a year and you should be very proud. It's ok to feel like this sometimes, but although everything seems like it's going wrong right now it won't always be that way. You can do this.
I'm sorry to hear about your exam results. Your course next year sounds important to you, do you think it's possible that you put yourself under too much pressure?
Keep posting if it helps
