is there a crisis team you can speak to? because you are really getting into dangerous territory as far as work is involved. mabel would really love it if you got fired for having drank before you went in, or being found with blades on a routine staff search.
be careful hun. you are struggling to fight your mind, nothing wrong with admitting that, but you need help in stopping it.
if it were some violent person coming round and threatening you and hurting you, you would call the police to help, so why just because it is part of you, inside your head, should you fight it alone?
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