[dizzietheimperfect1]

I'm so frustrated!! I was doing so well. Three months clean and now all I want is to cut. I don't know how much longer I can go without it. I've already got my razor right next to me. I try to not think about it but the more i try not to think about it the more I think about it. Does that make any sense at all? I go to sleep wanting to cut and I wake up wanting to cut. It's completely taking over my life again and I'm not even cutting. I just don't know what to do. I try distracting myself and it's working a little bit but just not enough!! I hate feeling this way and I don't know how much longer I can go without doing it. What should I do??