[tursiops_gp]

I think I'm sick honestly, cause for some reason, yes I was a victim of violent bullying when I was younger, but I really want my best friend (a girl,) to hit me sometimes or something or my friends to be rough with me or something I like pain I guess loll...uh is this strange, cause honestly I' have been in abusive sort of relationships but I don't think some violence is bad right? My home life was verbal, and physical abuse especially from my father so I don't know....but I still like rough guys I guess, I attract the jerks like a magnet lol, so my friend says.