I can understand all the internal feelings I'm having at the moment is what you've been trying to deal with for years... I can understand why you find it so hard to push on... I mean christ, I'm giving up after 2 days.. I feel as though there's no hope. But you've pushed and pushed, even through all the shitty times and the time's you've thought there was no hope, you've still be there pushing forward, because you are relentless, you are such a strong person. I am sorry for bringing you down when all you've been trying to do is move forwards.. Push through the pain. I've met the pain and I'm stopping dead in my tracks.. You've been pushing that pain for years.. you are so much stronger that I am. DO NOT give up now my love, you deserve the gold at the end of the tunnel, you deserve the prize of getting through it all, because all you've done is push.
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