Thank's
If i talk to people at work though they go into risk management mode on me. they will send me to a different base or look at me with 'that' look and ask if i need time off etc, and if i tell my family they will panic and the friends i have now don't know that side of me and i enjoy that.
Its ok really, i just feel alone when it comes to this stuff. which i know sound stupid given my profession but. i am kind of inside and outside and nowhere sometimes. which i guess makes no sense. It'll pass again soon enough.
Its really nice to discover this place though, its the kids that explained the whole internet support world to me! crazy stuff.
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