hun
most of SA victims do feel this way
i never get pain " Down there " thats cause i try so hard to forget his name or what he looks like or his voice or his touch
and thats hard...anything that says Campbell or has his name ..i dont freeze but i have the thoughts of those days with him rushing round in my head
and its hard...but i never felt clean after i left him....and thats hard for me
but i been takin near hot showers and that somewhat helps me feel clean...almost like i am burning off his touch and junk and yea
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