I should. I don't though. The Samaritan man was really quite disturbed by what I told him. I think because I was too honest about what I was going through. He suggested telling a psychiatrist (done that) and how I needed to be kept safe - which when on your own is impossible really (seeing as I am refused any kind of admission because of being considered too dangerous). He was really really concerned people like me are free and wandering around the streets carrying weapons. I've never used it apart from on 'Them' but I get urges to harm others as well.
And me.
It's not always easy for me to come here so it can be hard to update.
I don't know my mind is all over the place.
Thank-you both for caring!!! It means more than you know.
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