thanks for your replies everybody. and hugs. thanks.
danskpige- i dont want to tell my tutor that stuff, it makes me very uncomfortable and yeah its not going to happen. they know about my self harm and previous sui attempts and stuff so they know i have stuff going on.
they have been understanding but that only goes so far, and they have given me alot of lee-way i guess with stuff.
but pathetically even with that i cant cope.
im just not functioning.
therapist said that she thinks that i have been disassociating alot.
im just not with it.
im trying to keep strong, but im failing and failing to see a reason why anymore i guess, but here i am ...still.
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