Thanks for the replies. Feeling s**t still. My head feels all bleh too. All sort of bunged up. (Not sure if that is how you spell bunged lol)
If off my food, which is NOT like me. I love food. But today... nah. My friend hasn't contacted me still. She's disappeared off the face of the Earth I think. The flat seems weird with the ex-housemate. So empty. I feel empty. Sort of. I dunno. I just wanna cry... but I've cried so much already. I wanna throw a tantrum like a two year old to get my own way... not sure what that would be... maybe to go home and not come back here, or maybe to just have friends here, maybe to have the housemate back so everything is secure again. Everything is normal. I just don't know.
I feel lost. And so worthless out here.
xx
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