might as well add it all right?
I'm 3 months SI free, yay for me. Getting a tat done to cover the latest scars so that is good, they look dreadful.
Also we are going tomorrow to get a prescription for quitting smoking.
So, lets see....
1)quit drinking
2)lose weight
3)quit smoking
and i'm actually attempting it all at once. Stupid. But there will always be a 'reason' (read 'excuse' lol) NOT to quit so what the hell...
I have stopped seeing my psych, but amicably. I can go back whenever but i'd rather not. I dont have anything to talk about anymore it seems. Well, its alot to with having to start all over with someone, i just cant see digging thru everything all over again you know? I dont WANT to talk to anyone like that right now, so i will leave it awhile. I guess i know its the fact that i dont feel comfortable with him and never will. But to start searching again??? No...no thanks.
I don't even know how i feel....'nothing' would be the best description i suppose. I'm just...nothing.
romp
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