Originally Posted by
ravynsoul
how are things going today?
I thought today was going to go well, I woke up early and positive which rarely happens with me lol. Got into to work to find an email sent from my supervisor which has actually just a forwarded message from her supervisor.
The email was about me that I needed to be told something (which she had got wrong anyway, I hadn't done anything wrong) but she didn't to tell me because of the "fuss" it caused last time she spoke to me about something so she passed it onto my supervisor for her to tell me instead.
Maybe I overreacted but this upset me a little, as I seem to cause all this fuss so people dare not speak to me :( It's made me think maybe I shouldn't be employed as my problems seem to be affecting my work more than I thought they were. So I emailed my supervisor back stating I'm still having problems in work and even that maybe I shouldn't be employed there as I just cause problems
Then later my so called best friend came back into work who still isn't talking to me, I think the friendship is over which I've pretty much come to terms with but it's the fact that she came near me to rub it in how great things are going with her friends. If anyone is curious, she's not talking to me because she was forever making plans and cancelling to see other friends instead so I never saw her, I got annoyed at her over this so she's fallen out with me because I got annoyed... It made me realise it's just like some nursery kids friendship.
So after having a lousy day I just went to the pub straight after work, I know they were little things that happened but they were enough to put a downer on my day.
Yeah, so rant over :) tomorrow is a new day and all that, so hopefully work will go better tomorrow.