Just joined and thought I would say hello. I wonder if I am the oldest on the site. I am 46 soon to be 47. I have2 grown up boys 23 and almost 21. I have used sh as a coping mechanism since I was a small child off and on. slipped up yesterday after 2 years. I am so angry and disapointed in myself. Used to facilitate a self help group but had to close due to lack of funding. Hoping to restart it again soon. It helped to keep me strong and safe. Have to go to work shortly but it is very hard to keep pretending I am feeling ok.
