Admitting you need help doesn't mean you are weak, and it shouldn't let you parents down. In fact, it's *brave* to ask for help. What if you started the conversation with something that they know you already do...EG: "Mom and dad, you know how I always have to do XYZ this way? Well, it's more than that, and I find that it interferes with my life/productivity/etc." Know what I mean? If they don't think OCD is "legit," look online for some info and print it off for them so they can be more informed.
Sorry about the kids at school - people can be rude, especially concerning things they don't understand. I know how annoying/terrible excessive intrusive thoughts can be too...I think OCD gets a bad rap - as if it's not "that bad," you know? But it can become a real problem. I know for me, it made me drastically less productive at school...
I hope things work out for you, and keep us posted!
Take care.
*hugs*
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