Oh Nathan honey
Im sorry you have had such a tough day.
Its awful when you row, in the heat of the moment you say a lot of things you dont really mean.
The trouble is you really do love your wife BUT you didnt marry her family. They just came as a bonus. Im just sorry you dont get on with some of them.
My Hubby is my carer and sometimes he can come over like my Dad. I suppose they have to cope with us wanting to die. Us wanting to leave them behind. I suppose they are scared as much as us. Sometimes when we are bad they need to act like a parent. To get us to take meds, to make appts etc.
I think its not hate but frustration. Frustration for feeling the way you feel.
Please keep talking and posting. Let it all out honey, I am here to listen
If you want to PM me feel free
Let me support you this time
Love Jade xxx
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