I know that look.
The last time I self harmed, which was serious I had to call an ambalance. The look on my Hubby's face was one of Anger, disappointment. I never have seen that look before.
I was soooo scared that this time I had pushed him too far. That this was it, our marriage was over. It scared me so much I vowed to stop. Which I have.
He said it was the shock and having to cope with the situation that caused that look. That for one second he wasnt going to abandon me.
The positive that came out of your situation is that you are going to find a new councellor which is great. Maybe with professional support you might be able to understand why you feel the need to do it and finally be able to stop.
Good luck and stay safe
Jade xxx
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