don't feel bad about posting here, you are more than welcome to post here.
Sorry to hear that you've been struggling. I understand the need to have some sort of identity to what you're facing, sometimes a name or a label makes it easier to deal with.
hopefully being more open to your CPN and psychiatrist [like you said, by printing off these posts] will be able to help them help you more.
You sound like a fighter; and hopefully things will get straightened out for you sooner rather than later. sorry i'm not able to offer much help, but i am here for you if you want to talk.
*offers hugs*
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