I understand what you mean by this. I have had several discussions with people from church with regards to suicide and I know how difficult it is to deal with and how hard it is to accept and reconcile two points of view. I think at the end of the day, you are trying your best, and you are doing well. The thoughts will hopefully fade in time but until then all you can do is carry on going and continue to try and hope. I am thinking of you hun, I have missed you around the site *sends big hugs* xxx
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