i havent used them... it was hardto resist last night but i did it,, which made me feel really good in the morning...
i have a bad time when i got home from college today and i thought "thank god ive got blades now!" you know?
but then i thought about it,, and i dont think i could even bring myself to do it now...
i guess thats really good but its kinda confusing... how can i go from "needing" to self harm,, to not even being able to think about it??
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