i understand where your coming from as ive been faced with the same thing before.. my dad said he would rather me cut than make myself sick..
but like cutting,, for me purging is an urge its like the only way to make me feel better about myself after a binge is to be sick..
if i were to cut first,, i would still purge,, and i'd be doing twice as much damage..
i'm glad you've been able to stop self harming.. it takes a lot to stop such an addiciton and i admire that..
take care x
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