Well I want to cut again and I find that I don't tell anyone because I don't want to make it seem like I want attention. I don't do it because I want attention. That's why I hide it. If I wanted attention I wouldn't do it on my thighs and I wouldn't keep it a secret. Why does it have to be so dang hard????
I got drunk on New Year's Eve for the first time and I regret it. Now I find myself always wanting to drink when I don't have class and whenever there is alcohol available. It's so messed up.
I'm at a bad place in my life. Plus I'm struggling with the fact that I placed my baby for adoption. 'Tis miserable.
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