i sat in class shaking to try and get rid of urges for the erst of the class
socials isreally one of my fave classes cuz iu havan awesome groupe of friends in it but i ended up getting sooo triggered that day
the night vefore that i had a huge urge and got iver it
tha last block of the day on the diy tattoo day i was really triggered and depressed
i end up getting really depressed or just feel crappy in certin classes from th e ppl in theclass (yea i know it's a little odd)
and i ended up scratching my had so hard, and now ivgot scabs...
i'm not really counting that as cutting cuz i didnt use any tools
yesterday was fairly ure free i guess and i hada reallygod friend over till about midnight.... i havnt told him about my SI yet but i really want to now..
yea
rambling sorry
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