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leviathan666 · 16-01-2009, 02:17 AM

Ok so I've come back home cuz i was going really slipping downhill at uni and my parents know I have an issue with SI (and are very supportive). The trouble is they, obviously want me to quit. Thats fine, I want to quit. But if it were that easy I would have done it already.
The trouble is, I dont feel ready to quite; I continually feel the urges, and for all I want injure to, at the same time I do. I would but then my parents feel bad so I feel worse. I have tried distractions but they dont really work for me. I don't actually know what would, I just kinda wanted to say this in writing someware...so there ive said it.
Cheers for listening.

16-01-2009, 02:17 AM	#1
leviathan666 Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Lincoln I am currently:	Not sure whether im ready. Ok so I've come back home cuz i was going really slipping downhill at uni and my parents know I have an issue with SI (and are very supportive). The trouble is they, obviously want me to quit. Thats fine, I want to quit. But if it were that easy I would have done it already. The trouble is, I dont feel ready to quite; I continually feel the urges, and for all I want injure to, at the same time I do. I would but then my parents feel bad so I feel worse. I have tried distractions but they dont really work for me. I don't actually know what would, I just kinda wanted to say this in writing someware...so there ive said it. Cheers for listening.