I'm really sorry this is happening to you, but I'd really like to stress how serious your actions would be if you killed yourself. Your wife would not only loose the person she loves but she would also be plunged into all the debt you're in.
I know how horrible it is to be in debt, to be unemployed and not given the help you need to get work because of your mental health problems. But imagine how horrible it would be if you lost your wife to suicide...Then you'll see how horrible it would be for your wife if you went through with your plans.
You will be in my thoughts, and you can PM me any time you need.
Take care
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