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Voices
The voices are really bad at the moment, much worse than they have been in the last two months. They've been with me the whole time but I've been able to ignore what they say and get on with things.
But today they're so strong and hateful. They're really upsetting me and making me feel unsafe.
Plus I'm in a huge ammount of debt, am barely being paid any benefits at all and am very very stressed.
I don't think the stress has led to them. They were bad when I woke up and I didn't find out how **** money things were until this afternoon.
I just don't know what to do. I don't feel safe at all, and it's hard to tell my dad how I feel because a) he's gotten used to me being okay and when I said I felt 'unwell' he didn't realise I meant mentally and b) he might be disappointed that I'm having a 'blip'.
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