[Duffer44]

So i woke up this morning feeling really crap i had nightmares about my mum and i couldn't help it i had to cut i need to get the anger out. I then went to work which turned out to be pick on duff day in which i mean everyone did **** all while i did **** loads. While there sat there doing nothing yelling abuse about my weight (which has never bothered me until today) to some snot nosed chav threatening to knife me at work which everyone laughed about but i wanted him to do it maybe it would save me having to do something stupid. I got home came onto ryl hoping things were getting better when some prick comes into chat mouthing off about sh which the mods dealt with but it left me feeling even worse than i already was maybe he was right in some of the things he said. I have just reached a point where i just want to die to stop all this **** of the nightmares and my so called friends bullying me. Life isn't made for me and i'm not a fighter well not anymore anyway.