firstly well done for the 4 months! thats fantastic!
secondly, i agree with Kat, if you are willing to tell your doc bout these thoughts then print out the post so you have it to hand if you cant find the words.
i am sure this is just a result of having no meds for a while and hopefully your doc will prescribe something that suits you. have you asked about alternatives that dont make you gain?
the thoughts are just that, thoughts. they arent you. because they are there doesnt mean you will act on them or make you a bad person for having them, they are just thoughts. uncontollable yes, but they do not define you. from what i have seen here you are an amazing friend to everyone here, you deserve to be helped but it starts with you, please tell your doc everything *hugs*
stay safe
Scarlett xxx
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