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ughhh
its probably been 2 or three weeks..i dont effing know. but ive been sober. no blow whatsoever.
i dont know how i neccesarily feel about it. i dont feel better mentally. in fact, most times i feel incrediable detached. almost like in a dream. things happen and it doesnt ever really process in my mind realisticly.
i still have the cravings. i still want an d want and i dunno what im to do.
if there was some in front of me at this very point in time, I would 100% take it.
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