no, i started at 12 almost out of the blue. i was just miserable for a few months then started cutting and never looked back. things didn't get any better. but i was happy before that and don't remember every trying to hurt myself. the only thing even related is that i've bitten my fingernails BIGTIME (i've honestly never met anybody with as badly bitten fingernails as my own) for as long as i can remember. but that's genuinely habit rather than any desire to hurt myself.
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