Katy. I love you.
You are one of the kindest, most thoughtful, friendly, funny and helpful people i have ever met. You have been of great comfort and support to me and lots of others on this site. And your contributions have been huge.
I know you don't believe it. But you are amasing.
You have been through so much, and i have no idea how you fought through it all. But the fact is Katy, You did make it through!
You are a fighter, such a strong person. But sometimes we can't do it all on our own, especially when their are obsticles in our way.
One of which you can't get rid of alone. I promise you he is in your head, and he is making it harder and harder for you to get the support and help you need.
Katy, he needs to go. And the only way he can go, is if you confide in somebody. Is their anyway you can write down your feelings and how he makes you feel/what he makes you do? and hand that to your therapist or doctor?
Sweetie, you need to stop him, before he stops you.
You deserve so much more, god so, so So much more than your going through right now.
And i for one, want to see you get there.
You are good enough, you are more than good enough.
Please fight him, and fight how you are feeling right now. You deserve a chance at a life free from pain and hurt. Give yourself a chance at that life.
Just because your past was shitty, doesn't mean your future is doomed the same way.
I for one think you have the potential to be an amasing artist. Or anything that you want to be.
Just try and give yourself that chance sweetie.
Keep holding on.
Pm me if you need me.
*Sending you all my love & support*
Jane
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