First, what happened to your father was not your fault. You didn't specify if you agree with your mother on this or not, but I hope you know it isn't.
Stopping cutting is something you have to do for yourself. Not for anyone else. Not to prove anything to anyone. But something for you. To be healthy and safe. And maybe there isn't anything you can do to help your mom. I don't really think it's your responsibility. I can understand why you want to help her, but maybe you should focus more on you. Maybe seeing you get better will help her.
Have you talked to your counselor about your trust issues? Maybe ask her what exactly she can and can't tell people. Talk to her about it, and try to build the trust back up.
I hope tomorrow goes alright for you. Hopefully better than alright.
xxxxxx
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